I was looking forward to Christmas this year because we had a special announcement. A few knew what it was. I even made a really cool calendar to tell Ben's parents. James had heard Ben and I talking. We didn't talk right out what it was, but he put everything together and figured out that I was pregnant. He was very excited about it.
This past Tuesday at ultrasound there was a complication. I knew something was wrong, but tried not to panic. I waited in the room after using the bathroom for at least a 1/2 hour. When the tech came back in she told me there was a complication and my doctor wanted me to go straight there.
I called Ben to see if he'll get Matthew & himself ready and go with me. No answer, so I went by myself. According to my ultrasound there was no heartbeat. It was the size of 7 weeks, but it was 3-4 weeks behind. So I had a "missed abortion". I'll go back in next week to make sure I'm alright.
The next day Jenny's (my sister-in-law's) sister lost the battle with depression. She's in my heart. Jenny also had a beautiful baby boy the week before. He has jaundice right now.
Why is the holiday season seem to be the hardest time of year.
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